well, well, well!

okay, so remember I told you about that guy that said he likes my pants?
HE'S IN LOVE WITH ME!!!!
WTF?!?! I know, right?

I seriously find myself wanting him to die. Like, either that or Imma kill myself. I can't get rid of him! He MADE me add him AND his sister on myspace, and now everyday he sends me 10 messages! UGHHH

like, he's gonna go play football (I hate fricken football btw) then he'll send me a message about it.

He's gonna go get something to eat. he sends me a message.

His sister got a toilet paper roll at CVS; Sam has to be the first to know!!


GOD please kill him! I can't take it! I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS!!

his sister was talking to me and she was randomly like, "You get with him." and I'm like, "Uhh no thanks." ahhh I felt bad.

but DAMN! leave me alone for 5 minutes! Jesus!

He trys to sit with me EVERY-fricken-DAY on the bus, but sometimes someone else will snag the seat and I'll be silently cheering the whole bus ride because I don't have to hear his voice.

Like, this is deep, deeeeep hate! I don't know what to do! and BTW, I. CAN'T. UNDERSTAND. A. FRICKEN. WORD. HE. SAYS. its just mumbling! UGHHH!!!

I FUCKING HATE HIM!!

pardon my french, but it had to be said.

anyway, GAH life sucks. yeah, I say that every post but its a proven fact.
hmm..OH! more ranting!

I have this "friend" named Ms. X (not really, but we'll call her that) and she drives me crazy.
she is a total girly preppy girl, wears hollister and all that shit, and she thinks shes PUNK.
and also, she says people call her emo.

what has this fucking world come to?
calling little girls who wear abercrombie and fitch and sweat pants emo?
somethings happening.

anyway, yeah. I'm not lying, but the only place I've ever heard her been called emo was third period, science.

I was talking to Chris and Hayley back when I sat in the back in the begining of the year, and Chris said I'm more emo than Ms. X. I said, "wtf? ms. X isn't emo! thats totally retarded!" and he said, "Yes she is."
and a while later, she posts a bulletin on myspace saying that everyone calls her emo and that when she walks down the halls people say, "Oh, look, its Ms. X, she's so emo!" I wish people said that about me. All they call me is goth. But I'll get to that later.

Anyway, yeah. Now, she has all this crap on her myspace like, "o, ima sooo lonly dnt b mean to meh." Yes, thats how she types. I wanna kill someone who types like that.

ugh. OH YEAH, the difference. I'M NOT GOTH YOU FRICKEN RETARDS, I hope you read this fags!

GOTH:
1.
(usually initial capital letter) noting or pertaining to a style of architecture, originating in France in the middle of the 12th century and existing in the western half of Europe through the middle of the 16th century, characterized by the use of the pointed arch and the ribbed vault, by the use of fine woodwork and stonework, by a progressive lightening of structure, and by the use of such features as flying buttresses, ornamental gables, crockets, and foils.
2.
(usually initial capital letter) pertaining to or designating the style of painting, sculpture, etc., produced between the 13th and 15th centuries, esp. in northern Europe, characterized by a tendency toward realism and interest in detail.
3.
(initial capital letter) of or pertaining to Goths or their language.
4.
(usually initial capital letter) of or pertaining to the music, esp. of northern Europe, of the period roughly from 1200 to 1450, including that of the Ars Antiqua, Ars Nova, and the Burgundian school.
5.
(usually initial capital letter) pertaining to the Middle Ages; medieval.
6.
(sometimes initial capital letter) barbarous or crude.
7.
(often initial capital letter) noting or pertaining to a style of literature characterized by a gloomy setting, grotesque, mysterious, or violent events, and an atmosphere of degeneration and decay: 19th-century gothic novels.
8.
(initial capital letter) noting or pertaining to the alphabetical script introduced for the writing of Gothic by Ulfilas and derived by him from Greek uncials with the addition of some Latin and some invented letters.
9.
(often initial capital letter) being of a genre of contemporary fiction typically relating the experiences of an often ingenuous heroine imperiled, as at an old mansion, where she typically becomes involved with a stern or mysterious but attractive man.–noun
10.
(usually initial capital letter) the arts and crafts of the Gothic period.
11.
(initial capital letter) the extinct Germanic language of the Goths, preserved esp. in the 4th-century translation by Ulfilas of the Bible. Abbreviation: Goth, Goth., goth.
12.
(often initial capital letter) a story, play, film, or other work in the gothic style.
13.
(usually initial capital letter) British. black letter.
14.
(often initial capital letter) a square-cut printing type without serifs or hairlines.

GOTH:

ME:

Still think I'm goth, bitches?!?!
Well, two words.

SUCK IT! x]